“SHER-O-SHAYARI”

New post is up. This is one about how some people get their love easily and how they don’t value that precious gift of life and often end up breaking their partners hearts. This inturn leads to the disbelief of broken hearts in the most precious gift “Love”.

Hope you guys like it.❤

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“SHER-O-SHAYARI”

Here is another one fir the pain if broken friendship and some broken promises and expectations which we usually have from our loved ones. Hope you will all like it. Keep supporting guys.❤❤❤

MY NEW ANTHOLOGY.

So sorry guys for the absence for a really long period.

But, here I am, with the biggest announcement of my life.

Yes, I am being featured in an Anthology.

The journey has just started. So keep loving, keep sharing and keep supporting guys.

Need your support at each and every step of the journey which is about to begin.

Here is the cover page of the Anthology. Hope you guys like it as much as I do.

“I LOST MY ESCAPE TOO”

Well today, I have lost everything.

Let me start from the beginning. I actually recently realised that I have loved only once in my life. Funny right. But, no, I am not joking. I have truly loved only once in my life. The rest what I have done is crave for love, support, understanding and at the very same time, attention, which I have been deprived of since my childhood.

Well I am not gonna stretch it that long to tell you all about my whole 20 years. But yes, I will tell you surely about the time from when I realised what love is.

I fell in love when I was a minor, but, unfortunately I wasn’t lucky enough like the most of you to get loved by the love of my life. So I was deprived of that happiness. But, as you cannot compell anybody to love you, I was left with the only choice to move on, which I do not believe that I have even yet. But some of my friends that are close to me held me and helped me get through. It didn’t took me days, weeks, or months, but, it took me years to get through. But, when I finally did, I realised that moving on isn’t something about forgetting, rather it is actually about learning how to live with the emptiness. Once I realised that, I started craving for love and attention as I never got either from my life.

I am not saying that “why me?” but still, what I have been through, has even crossed descriptions now. So, I started craving. And everytime someone held my hand to make it a bit easier to survive, I went all into it and tried to hold that person too close that eventually made them suffocate from me and finally leave me.

That was the time when music, lyrics, and poetry became my escape from the world. And since I was able to escape every time I faced something like this, I never changed and kept going the same old way.

But recently, a similar accident, or event taught me the greatest lesson of my life. This time when I held someone too close, the other one replied too with the same affection, and I cannot tell you that how happy it made me, knowing that there still is someone for me. But soon my happiness was led to dust when the same thing as always happened and that person left me , “In A Flash”. But soon after that person left, I realised that this time, the damage is much more severe and that that person has took my escape with me.

And so, today, I lost my escape too. And so, I have lost everything, including the last, “My Escape”. I guess, I never will be able to love anyone ever again.

Shiv Arora

“YAAD RAKH”

Haa tujhe paane ki koshish ki thi maine,
Par yaad rakh tujhe apna banane ke liye;
Haa chaha tha saath har kadam pe tera,
Par yaad rakh tere sath chal manzil bhul jane ke liye;
Haa kuch jhooth bhi bole honge shayad,
Par sirf teri zindagi mein jagah banane ke liye;
Haa chahat hai tu jeewan bhar saath rhe,
Par yaad rakh sirf tere khud maan jaane pe;
Haa maanga tha tera saath jeewan ki har chunauti mein,
Par kabhi maza nhi aaya tujhpe marzi chalane mein;
Chaahat beshumaar hai tujhe apna kehne mein,
Par yaad rakh dil toot jata hai pyaar ehsaan mein paane mein.

Shiv Arora

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